Monday, April 28, 2008 12:41:00 AM
special mention to those who wished me even after the clock struck twelve haha! (:
55) ziqiang
56) jiandong
57) imran
58) char
59) imran
60) junhao
61) ken mun
62) kim lin
63) alvin 56
64) tianying
65) valerie
66) amanda lin
loves.
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Sunday, April 27, 2008 11:10:00 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :D
im finally 21! like what marcus said i can 'finally watch RA shows and no need to sneak into casinos!' HAHA how very true.
A BIG THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR WELL WISHES, THEY WERE SWEET! (:
VIA SMS: 1) ashton
2) ansel
3) denis
4) addy
5) siyuan
6) jael
7) xiaofang
8) perlynn
9) eugene
10) judy
11) mark
12) marcus
13)jiawei
14) samantha
15) zhiwei
16) alvin 55
17) melvin
18) huei ping
19) wei zhen
20) desmond wu
21) shaun
22) jeremy
23) qianqi
24) kee siang
25) yikying
26) leangwen
27) jiemin
28) jieying
29) auntie(s)
30) elaine
31) desmond wong
32) crystal
33) taufiq
34) yixin
35) jervois
yall made my phone inbox so full that i have to keep clearing my msgs today.
VIA FRIENDSTER: 36) justin huan
im sorry that you seem kinda lonely up there in that category but you're the only soul that uses friendster to send bday wishes nowadays haha.
VIA FACEBOOK: 37)shumin
38) adin
39) yunxiu
40) kelly
41) huiying
42) crystal abidin
43) zhenming
44) shuhui
45) summer
46) grace
47) ailing
48) dawn
49) sharon
50) qingxiang
51) leonard
52) tenghui
53) gabriel
54) melvyn liew
omg thats 54 people!
how i spent my bday: earlier in the morning my mom prepared two very delicious hard boiled eggs! and that was well, my brunch! and then me and ants went town shopping for paris clothes! was uber fun! (: hahha although we spent quite a bit, the things we bought were very nice! good job ants, your stamina for shopping is seriously not bad for a guy! heh
after which i had dinner with family at bishan then it was home really sweet home after a long day. i ought to give my legs a well deserved break.
the first 24 hours of being 21 aint tooo bad, doesnt really feel like im twentyone haha but im lovin' it! ((:
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Thursday, April 24, 2008 12:17:00 AM
THE WORST PERIOD IS FINALLY OVER!
no more last minute studying,
no more information overload,
no more sleeping at late nights,
no more stress!
my brain cells are celebrating! :D
the past few days had been hell. we had to memorise like 21 bloody chinese poems and of which 5 will come out and only choose 4 to do (you do the probability,i had difficulty guessing which ones will come out) and i tell you it's been the worst memorising work i've ever done in my entire life! i've never tried so hard to squeeze in all those words inside my head and it all feels as though im stretching those brain space to the maximum. i was telling elaine i felt like a robot and i need at least an external thumbdrive to store all those poems. you should have seen the chinese people in the morning, all holding on to the text and reciting those tang and song and ming poems like crazy retarded idiots, and cramming last minute bits and pieces whilst we can before entering the examination hall, all of us looking stressed like hell and cant wait to regurgitate and vomit everything out later during the paper. and i dont know why, some of us had this sudden urge to literally puke in the middle of the paper, like i felt it was so stifling and my stomach was queasy and uncomfortable and i just felt unwell. this was how bad the stress level was. but after two and a half hours of stuggling, the moment whereby you wait to hand up your last paper to the invigilator, is beyond describable. you cant help but breathe out a sigh of relief, look at your friends and let out a smile! the paper may not be easy and you have missed out a line while writing out the memorised poem, it still cant be that demoralising because you know you can finally sit back relax and enjoy the rest of the four months without touching ANY MORE books!
i was so hyper the whole day that i went:
-sim lim food court for lunch with elaine and wz.
-fulushou complex to check out the aura test,
-opp NL to walk around.
-parco mos to rest our tired legs
-orchard coffee club to meet jem and friend ben,
-cine to watch 'the hottie and the nottie' (which was gross but hilarious btw)
-home sweet home at 1130pm
and now im blogging and gonna continue my long awaited gossip girl series.
LIFE'S DEFINITELY GOOD SO FAR, HAHA (:
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Wednesday, April 16, 2008 1:51:00 AM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JWOE8hzQdEU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8mg2Lf-PPuc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KJWZSEkCrAM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eQOFRZ1wNLw
too cute! OMGOMGOMG.
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Thursday, April 10, 2008 6:12:00 PM
it's the exam STUDY break, but from my blog postings you can definitely tell i havent been studying much. i've been faithfully watching gossip girl (but sadly still at season one) everyday. dont ask me why i like the show, somehow it just attracts me. im gonna become a gossip girl addict like some of my friends/ zzz
i think nate and serena are damn hot.
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Tuesday, April 08, 2008 1:12:00 PM
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12:42:00 PM
and everyone has that phone with the qwerty keyboard in gossip girl...
I LIKEEE! (:
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2:45:00 AM
GOSSIP GIRL IS ADDICTIVE SHITTZZZ.
without you, im nothing.
xoxo
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Thursday, April 03, 2008 2:05:00 PM
omg i found it, it's the T-Mobile Sidekick II Juicy Couture style (T-Mobile) and only maybe available on ebay :(
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1:35:00 PM
can anyone tell me what is the phone model that claire bennet uses in heroes?
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Wednesday, April 02, 2008 12:27:00 AM
surreal.
i cant describe how i feel.
feelings just drift in and out sometimes. as i type, no one will understand how i feel or what im feeling. but i shall try my best to capture every essence of it but by the end of this post, or maybe even halfway through typing, it'll all disappear.
i feel lost in this world. i often imagine seeing myself from a third person, which is a totally wierd feeling. you are wondering who this person is that you are,and worse still, the person that you are in, a complete body. this body is like a shell where you keep your own soul. most of the time you're just living in this body and are trapped, getting through life, day by day, month by month, year by year. this feeling im describing also gives you a sense of what is real and what is not. it makes me realise that moments of happiness are not real, they are just a form of distraction. it only just takes you away but it prevents you from being in this state that i am in. friends and environment are not real. they too, are objects of distractions. friends: they are there to help cover up the loopholes in life so you can be more assured as you get to see that you're not the only ones who experience tthe ups and downs in life, the emotional rollercoasters, or those predictable events that is going to happen eg schooling, working, finding a partner and death. it helps you to find solace and comfort because you can see that you're not the only 'being' in this world and just makes you feel alot better. these emotions are normal, in fact books will simply state that they are indeed just part and parcel of life. however, beneath all that, it hides the reality of it all. you suddenly realised that what is really real are these times of reflections, moments when you finally come to terms with yourself and the world. when this moment surfaces, it is hard to capture. if you're not careful, it'll be taken away from you by the smallest things, even in a blink of an eye. the renmants of it might remain and will hit you again when you've have another of these state of minds the next time, or all might be lost. this is the time when i feel most real, most untainted or pure you call it, because im simply not smiling for anyone out there, not crying over a special one but just living life based on who i am.
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