Tuesday, November 22, 2005 12:37:00 PM
PLEASEE STOP RAINING! :(
come again another day>
i dont wanna go out on such a wet day!
splashhhhhh!
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Monday, November 21, 2005 5:27:00 PM
read a bit of empire today.
before that, i did a piece of artistic work!
beams*. really proud of myself now :)
it looks really nice and i hope the
birthday girl likes it.
i spent half a day looking for materials
and finishing it! heh.
i cant wait for tomorrow actually.
i am finally going town-shopping!
:D :D :D i am delighted!
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1:48:00 AM
my life has turned nocturnal officially.
i bath at midnight and by the time my hair dries,
it's around this time everyday.
i am going shopping for prom dress
on tuesday with my metro ms TAUFIQ.
hope i can get it by then :)
happy 18th my nanakins :)sorry i didnt turn up at liquid room yesterday night and for today's supposeddate with you lovely. you knowi still lovee you! :D
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12:23:00 AM
serenade me jay.
NOVEMBER CHOPIN :)
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Friday, November 18, 2005 11:15:00 PM
that armani mania model is damn hot.
ohmygod.
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Thursday, November 17, 2005 9:21:00 PM
BOUGHT BLACK NAIL POLISH.*
i am in a rather gothic mood this afternoon.
shopping with mom is really therapeutic.
mom bought bright cheery yellow shoes!
:D :D :D
doesnt that just add to the celebration?
unseen tomorrow.
there really isnt much for me to prepare.
i think i prefer exams like this,
although i think it feels a lil insecure
you're my aaaa-aaa---aangel!
come on sing it tonight!
currently spinning:aerosmith; angel
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Monday, November 14, 2005 5:56:00 PM
i am suffering from a terrible headache now.
i took a little nap but it still hurts.
so glad that act one scene one
came out for passage based for
antony and cleopatra though i am really
pissed because i read through the whole
book all over again and it took me the whole
of yesterday to finish! seriously...
i am satisfied with the othello but
not for the return of the native!
no idealist clym! no romantic eustacia vye!
to think i would have so much more to comment
on them rather than mrs yeobright!
and all the quotes i memorised for eustacia
didnt get to be used in my script!
damnn. shouldnt have spend so much time on it.
before the exam:
me: ayyee what is the quote for ROTN?
is it 'fell into fragments like a pack of cards?'
chels: errrr yeah i think so. wait i help you check..
me: walking towards the exam hall and frantically
trying to look for the quote still..
(when we saw ms j and mrs creff outside the room)
and chelsa decided to ask one of them:
chels: madam, is the quote 'fell into fragments like a pack
of cards?'
mrs creff:(laughing and just suddenly just gave chels a hug)
i was laughing too.
i guess she thought chels was too stressed.
hehhhh. sorry chels!
but it was damn funnyyy :)
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Friday, November 11, 2005 5:30:00 PM
a week have past since the start of As.
i think maths was terribbllleeeee.
i seriously think i am gonna fail it.
p1 i made so many carelesss mistakes.
p2 was disaster paper, the paper which i could
only do 1/4 of the paper and the rest of the
questions i just left it blank because apparently
i had my little share of mental block and i couldnt
think of any formulas or ways to start the question.
i thought it was the phrasing of qn. it was
seriously as bad as ac prelims which ive got
a 27 upon 100 for p2. yesterday had been rather
emotional for me. i teared a lot though
i tried to put on a brave front in the parent's
presence because i dont want them to see me in agony.
agony because i know if i could turn back time and attempt
the paper again i would have known how to do it.
it is the mere fact that they didnt give me
any pressures for As that i feel all the more guilty
for letting them down.
for example, they will ask me to go to
sleep instead when i havent finish
content revision when i mug
at night; they will incessantly call me to
eat more and not be too stress about exams.
dad will say: just try your best, we wont blame
you even if you cannot make it to uni.you're
still our dearest daughter.
mom will be like:just forget it if it's too hard.
it's okayy...
sadly to say, it has been all the encouraging words
that made me pull myself together again
for today's gp paper although i really felt
so close of giving up yesterday evening.
i have to just get over another 4 papers for the
next two weeks and await my dreaded results
although i really wish i can get good grades
next march.
lastly to all my friends who gave me so much encouragement! diana- thanks for being there through difficult times
chews-for saying the encouraging msgs
nana-whose concern for me never ceases.
shaun-for yesterday night's msgs.
khunglin-for calling me up and consoling me.
jenghis-who explained transformation of graphs
to me on monday and talking for an hour plus
on the phone.
boris-telling me i wont fail maths this morning.
szewei- gave me a lucky charm of which she made it
herself;a little colourful cube box out of paper :)
and she only gave it to me! so sweet of her seriously.
miss lpy-who smiles at me every morning before the
commencement of the exams cos she is the preceding
examiner in charge.
denis-encouraging words that never fail to brighten
my day up.
asih,felix,shaun.w,kusal,yx,sien,mingli,yihong,dawn
for all your good luck msgs before As.
victoria- a friend never so great.
jy- sent me three msgs in a row saying all the best
my popo- thanks for understanding!
and my parents- who will never give up on me
no matter what. you know what, i love you guys so
muchhh.
thank youuu the above people shitloadd.
every single msg counts and i really appreciate
the little things each individual did for me.
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Sunday, November 06, 2005 11:17:00 AM
cramming cramming one thousand and one things.
almost to the verge of insanity.
pathos anyone?
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Friday, November 04, 2005 11:57:00 PM
it's 12 am and it's time to celebrate!
19 more days to f.r.e.e.d.o.m :)
can you sense my excitement?
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Wednesday, November 02, 2005 9:19:00 PM
i need a punchbag:(
maths consultation today with tan kian heng!
hehh he was too funny to get serious with
especially with jenghis cheong around too.
he came and book sir from 11 to 5! what the hell.
but luckily sir had to go off at 3plus!
saw my E.C again at the student interaction room!
-allgrins- he is my highlight of the day! :D
chelsa has yet to send me his picture that i forced
her to take.. i cant wait.
permutations and combinations is seriously so annoying
can. it is IMPOSSIBLE to get the right answer everytime
without looking at the answer sheet! even two brains
(me and jenghis) cant solve the question.
and sir used 6 minutes to answer one part.
(encouragement!)
anyhow today's is robert piano's school term holiday
week so brendan wasnt there. no eye candy for me!
:( while my teacher replaced the previous lesson that
ive missed specially for me. awww im touched!
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