ours is not perfect, i know it'll never be.
we fight. we bitch. we cry,
but at the end of the day we know we mean no harm.
we love.



xoxo

Angela L / SG
beating_pulse87@hotmail.com
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my cousin's staying overr at my house tonight!
she's going for the superstar concert
and her family are overseas so she's
coming over to my house later after that.
wahhhwheee it has been ages since i last
had somebody staying over at my house.
:D im uber happy.
BUT i have geog lect early morning again
tmr. zzz such a deterrent! hmph.
anyway, my bed's going be damn cosy tonight.

i will upload the photos taken soon!
had aloooot of fun taking silly pictures.
embarassing moments seriously with christina.
hehhh firstly was in the toilet.
then chelsa and aud joined us and we
got too high cos we ponned maths tutorial
and went around taking pictures instead.
the whole of AHRED was staring out of their
windows when we did real silly poses!
what the shit. we only realised after
taking the shot, and i swear it was
suppperrrr embarassing. and christina
and audrey posed and pretended they
were going to be sucked up the pipe
at the well near the NL. it was
just hilarious! :)
wait till my cousin brings back the camera
later with the superstar photos and i'll upload them
then!

breakfast tomorrow!
tralalala.~

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during geog lect today

alex: (showing me his phone)
look what mr lynn replied when I
sms him that shane and sabrin are not here...

me: (looking over) and IT READS:
"IT'S OKAY. THEY'RE INCORRIGIBLE."
me: HAHAHAH!

mr lynn and al are always so funny.
that was in fact, the highlight of the whole geog lect.


amos threw me a packet of cheezels in the hub today.
but his throw wasnt powerful enough,or rather the
packet wouldnt fly and it landed on the ground.
i think half of it were broken. zzz

mr dunst gave us a guided tour for
the art projects! (level 3).
all thanks to my favourite ms J!
hehhh free entry when it clearly says
OUT OF BOUNDS! KEEP OUT.
i think i finally understood BEAUTY.

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i dont want my jc days to come to an end.
i DONT WANT baccaleaurette on the 13th!

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i am highly inefficient!
no matter what, i must finish population
geog today to make up for skipping the
writing exercise.

and heartlanders shall be a bonus later!

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sinful sinful sinful.
i ate so much unhealthy stuff today!
:( :( :( all so sinful.
chicken rice and peanut butter m&ms!
ohshit.

luckily i swam yesterday!
stupid sun went to hide behind the clouds
after half an hour which is so annoying!
hmmppph. i want to get my tan back.

i just ate m&ms just now while studying
human geog. i keep popping them into my
mouth until i realised that ive finish the
whole packet by myself! oops.
but never mind i need food to concentrate.
heeeehhh. excusemeplease.

i dont understand physical geog-atmo!
so confusing! lectures 6, 7 and 8 about the
global climatic changes are killing my brain
cells ruthlessly. it's like so much contents
and how in the world am i supposed
to memorise them all for the As man.
this is seriously crazy work.
everyone has been in the mugging mood
lately! after school the hub will be packed
with people studying, meeting teachers for
consultation, and all that is making me
all jitty and stressed up. i feel so guilty for
not having been studying hard like them.
i am still slacking alot and i have THIS MUCH
to catch up with my school work.
meow's lecture, i sleep eat and talk,
maths tutorial i listen to ipod,
gp i am always stoning,
and literature creff goes so fast
that most of the time, i can hardly
catch what she's saying. myohmy!

tomorrow there's consultation
with nooraisha regarding my human
geog prelims analysis and writing exercise
at 4.30-5.30pm.
somebody tell me how i am to survive
this LOOOOOONNNNGGGG day.
double maths and double geog lect too.
i am so gonna be drained by the time
afternoon arrives, let alone going
for lessons after class.

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exchanged mambo bags with mal.
my vintage scribblies with her greenprints
and her chillihot checkered ones.
i carried the latter yesterday when i went
for geog lecture, and everyone could see me from
afar. hahaaa.

been listening to cheena songs nowadays
and they're REALLY NICE!
oooh thanks mich for helping me
to upload them :) hee.
one song in particular just brings back
so much memories. i feel uberly nostalgic
after listening to it..

hello wonderful atmo,
our paths will start to cross again.

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check this out!
a new way of speaking to GOD:
http://www.titane.ca/concordia/dfar251/igod/

dont mention it.

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my new foundlove*.

i wanna drive in one of these

sexaye stuff! :)

i am going to STUDY!

study shall be imprinted in my brain

dictionary from this moment on!

i feel rather motivated. but during lit

today, because neither creff, ganga

nor keith prince turn up for lecture,

hiroyuki, kel&xiuf, chews, mich&i teamed

up to play daideee. hehh it's

back to the cards folks.

ate lunch travelled to town for

weekly piano. brandon was late for

his lesson! so i didnt get to talk to him

at all. SO SAAAAD :(

(i am doing the upside down smile-learn

from chews one)

andthankgodd they moderated

prelim results!

i got C E F now and a unsightly D7 for

general paper! only move 1 grade up...

not much difference to my horrendous

marks though!

the forgotten times.

i hope what i heard is NOT TRUE.

i dont want it to be true.

urggghhhh.

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getting D O F for prelims spells
DEAD for me.
it means that i am far from ready
to take my As this year, which is
unfortunately, a mere one and a half months
away. i think it can be deduced from
the results that i seriously need to pull
up my socks and start bucking up.
less time on the phone, less frequent
blogging, reduction on tv hours,
and cut down on the amoun of
subscious slacking!

there's no american's next top model
tonight and diana and i just happen to find
out only at 10.36pm when they started
to show some grammy awards history.
greattt.

i have some honours night rehearsal tmr
and i have to stay back till 6pm in school!
and bloody hell, i end extremely early tmr
at 12.30! call it unfair.
i am already dreading going to school
tmr.

ohgod, he's just so hot.

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i am thinking about my mini cornetto...

how come dont have...? : S









never mind, luckily got jie jie with me...











yay! i am happy :) even without cornetto's!

i made friends with brandon!
yes the wall's cornetto min icecream's
cute little boy! : ) woah wheee.
i am ON CLOUD NINE seriously..
because he's so x9237862837438 ADORABLE!
he has such a cutie mushroom hairstyle,
and big round specs! i likeee :D
of course, silly me went to take
a couple of pictures of him
and with him! and he didnt mind at all.
he was like: " OKAAAYYY!!"
and flashed a lovely grin on his face.
he even posed for me.. so so adorable rightt!
he was happily drawing monsters when i got to my
piano school. he was happilydrawing zig-zags which
i figured it must be the teeth of the monster
and he went: " ZIIGG-ZAGGGG,ZIIIGG-ZAGGG"
till he reached from one end of the page to
the other. really really funny
i laughed like crazy. the picture that i took
with him above, he was posing as the
monster he drew! hehhh.
he's too adorable to be one la...

i found out that his lesson is
from 3.30 to 4pm which starts
at the same time as mine, just that
mine's an hour instead. but i got to
meet him before lesson and after MY LESSON
JUST NOW! :) :) was so elated to see him again
outside the music school running around.
ive decided, instead of being late everytime,
i shall arrive super early just to get a glimpse
of him before lesson and talk to him! :)
he really makes my day :D
btw, his mom is gorgeous! heard she
was an ex-air stewardess and his dad
is an eurasian. that explains why his hair
is brown and he speaks with an accent!
so now i look forward to every wed's piano
lesson..heh you know why.

lastly, before i left for home, he said:
"BYEE ANGEELLLAA!"
oh god, i almost wanted to bring him home
with me! :D :D :D

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J.J LIN JUN JIE!
we lovee youu so much
that we are going crazy :)
smackarooos from,
-jjfanclub: michlim and angela-
(heh. are you a happy girl now michelle?)
beeeg grin :D

it was ultra nice seeing everyone
in sch today! all the familiar faces,
the nice warm smiles, the lovely
waves and hies really made
my first day of the term GREAT.
the very first person i met was
KUSAL on the train :) talked
hell lot for 14 stops as usual it
was definitely a nice catching up
session about school and the clubbing
stuff. he was just damn funny.
after that i met dear christina on the
next train at raffles place.
hmm she's surprisingly early today. heh
talked all the way to school and she
told me some problems she encountered
and updated me "stuff" which i sincerely
hope things will turn better for her.
stopover at the bleachers for awhile
to get my snowskin mooncake from
si en! she was so sweet :) she made
mooncakes for our section! whee.
next, before i realised, diana sat beside
me in the hall and after talking to christina,
diana and i talked through the whole
of assembly plus chapel service from
7.15am all the way to 8.30am. omg
i think i have not stopped talking
since i set my foot on the train
this morning. TSK. this is bad.

had nooraisha's geog tut early mornin
for the very first period. she started work
straightaway and blabbered on as usual
it felt as though we were having a week
of school already. had oh-so-boring
economic change and development
(industrial change since 1960s)
till 9.50 then headed off for
free econs period! thank god man.
that was the time when me and michelle
got really high over j.j's songs and
started rambling on and on about him
and other entertainment gossips!
from i think it started from superstar
to jj graduating from SAJC and korean
shows to finally movies!
we were mad i swear! we were just
simply going on and on till the end of
recess (which i figured was a "fruitful"
double period talk for half of it were crap
but at least interesting and juicy crap) heh
i really enjoy this. and if you're reading
this, i have to say i LOVE YOUR IPOD SONGS
i dont care, christina's gonna download all
that for me! yes.

another achievement of the day:
i didnt eat chicken rice for recess!
tralalaas. even though evil mich
and diana were persuading so hard
for me to eat it, and they even
thought of tricks and dont know
what crap to get me to buy that,
I REMAINED STRONG IN MY STAND! :)
haha nehnehnipoopoo. i am determined
not to be influenced.
i still prefer the healthy chicken
macaroni soup over the fattening x345834948
(and still, sadly an understatement for the amt
of fat contents it has in it) plate of chicken rice!

overall, the bottomline is still
WE LOVE J.J AND WE ARE GONNA MARRY HIM! but heh what will happen to
our korean boyfriends after Alevels? :)
NOT TO FRET GIRLS, I HAVE A PLAN!
we'll be greedy and have both! hurrr.
evil evil evil. but that's the best plan i can think of.
i am sure michelle will agree with me right right mich?

p.s: sorry for babbling nonsense today,
please excuse the "high"ness! :)
i didnt know first day of school can make
me so high. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D





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1 more day before the start of school
all over again. this time with more
work, seriousness, nagging, and
inevitably stress! i bet this stupid regime
is gonna kill more of my poor brain cells,
mash my brains up, and turn me
into a no-lifer. i swear i will turn abnormal
soon enough; this is a cruel human
experiment and the weakest will fall in
no time.

i slept at 12.30 yesterday night
and awoken by my mom's ironing at 11.55,
went back to sleep, and then became fully
awake after diana called me on my cellphone.
brushed my teeth, drank a cup of milo and
started playing the piano. i think i have very
wierd habits. never mind.

in the midst of playing,
i suddenly had this inspiration for
composing. i experimented with the
keys and the tunes and i finally came
up with a rather catchy tune, but i thought
it sounded not too bad, so i decided to
write it all down, including the words.
haha i wish i could compose for a living,
then i wouldnt have to study so hard.
if only someone would buy my music..
-drifts off-

oh btw i saw the auditions for star idol
that day when i went junction 8 with mari
and jas. we were having haagen-daz icecream
when teems of people walking around near the
open plaza at level 3 with tags on them.
so while waiting for our icecream,
me and jas went to take a look at the auditions
procedures. and ohgosh! these people really
have a certain degree of guts!
the area below the stage was so packed and
there were at least a couple of hundred pairs
of eyes watching each individual as they acted
with some of our local mediacorp actors and
actresses. some of their intros were really
shitty like "hi, my name is ______, and
i wish to be a staridol." what the hell i think
before you even step out at least you must be
better prepared in your speech right.
we didnt stay for long though because
most of the contestants we watched didnt
get in. the judges unsympathetically rang
the bell after a full 0ne-minute act and then
judge accordingly. so that means to say the
participants only got that miserable one-minute
to show off their talents grab good hold of that
chance. imagine you queued for godknows
how many hours beforehand to register for
this competition and before you know
it, it's all over. it's quite saddening for those
who didnt get in actually.
compeitions are a cruel form of selection
and they only pick the creme-la-creme
and the cream of crop among contestants.
in this way, i understand that dreams of
becoming a star have been shattered for
some, while the luckier ones get to realise
their long pursued dreams.
sighh, it is definitely an unfortunate fact
that there are always winners and losers
in every competition. for those who
tried and put in efforts, maybe try harder
next time and if you really got the talent
and failed this time because of stage fright,
i am sure you'll be spotted again in the
limelight in the near future!
whatever happens,
just dont give up on your dreams,
because i believe that it's dreams that
keep you going on in life :)

innyhoo, for me, i'd rather
spend my time on better things
like eating my icecream than queuing
for 34872349284hours under the hot
sun! and i even get a treat of cartel's
that very day : ) i am sure i was more
fortunate than those who got into the
next round for staridol!
at least my stomach felt
more contented and blissful
than theirs(and i bet they skipped
lunch for the sake of queuing).

gonna take a nice hot shower
now before my aunt comes to visit
me :) and then vint's gonna treat us
dinner tonight!
i really feel that i am so blessed
recently after all the countless
treats by others.
i wish this trend can continue for
awhile. tralalaaaa~

toodles world!

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back.
yours truly is back from malaysia! :)
it was definitely a great getaway from the
city's hustle and bustle. actually,
urban living is just like the jc decaux
commercial-the sydney scene.
i think urban lifestyle is depicted and
portrayed very accurately through
that short scene with the sydney's high
skyscrapers and people "barking" like dogs.
ironic despite the progress of human civilisation.
tsk but it's true. i dont think i am happy
as a city girl. i'd rather be a nobody living
off the island with simple tools to make
a living and lead a rural life. a paradise
with no stress, no worries, no chaos.
just permeate with peace and tranquil.

these few days have been exactly
like this. eat, sleep, play carrom!:)
(whole day long). carrom has been my
new found hobby! i got addicted to the game.
we've got a family of four to start the game going.
prince, seb, xiang and me. baby king is the reserve
for the day! when one of us needs to use the toilet
or answer phone calls, bath or is too busy to
continue the game, he'll automatically take over!
damn funny. but he's good! he knows the rule and
there's really a unique style in the way he strikes,
although half the time, he'll get the striker
piece into the hole instead! :)
the only irritating thing is that HE DOESNT KNOW
WHEN IS HIS TURN TO PLAY! he'll strike again even
though he just had his turn. that MISCHIEVOUS FELLOW!
there was lots of times where the carrom was already
in good parking and there was a 99.9999 % chance
of it getting in, but there he goes, destroying that 99.9999%
chance that i have and hit the striker again although
it was clearly my turn. ( i was in position, all ready
to strike that carrom!) hmphhhh!
make us lose that perfect chance only.
damn bad one he.
but of course, as always, he's forgiven! :)
he's just too adorable to get angry with lah.


i need to lose weight like soon! :(
ive been subconsciously eating and eating
and eating non-stop! breakfast, lunch, teabreak, dinner
and supper! that is 5 meals aday! not considering snacks,
fruits and icecream. sighh man in no time, if i were to
stay there for another couple of days more, i'd
have become a fatfatfat pig and my friends
wouldnt even have recognise me on the street.
tsktsktsk. i need to exercise!



innyhoo, my msia trip was just
carrom carrom and more carrom!
eat sleep eat sleep and eat and sleep!
sounds good? yeah it was.
if only i can stay there forever
without getting fat and all. (that's my only
concern). even my parents have long decided
to migrate there to stay when they reach
55 years of age, hoping that i would
get married by then and so they wont
have to be tied down by me anymore...
so sad. they wish to get rid of me asap.
how how how? but my dad says nobody
would want me so they're currently
trying hard to pull some strings. heh :)
okay. the last part about pulling strings
was total crap. i made that up myself.
but my parents really said they're gonna migrate
over once i start my own family.
ohwells.


god bless america please.*
the whole hurricane katrina thing
is just so horrible. one couldnt have
imagined a worse scenerio than
a watery nightmare.


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i am trying so hard to read
undertones of war but yawns,
boring is an understatement!
i cant even get through the first
chapter! never mind help is coming my way.
(i hope)

met jue yesterday to return angela's
cj uni. before that i went library to
return some books and i borrowed four
again. reading has been my favourite
pastime lately. (not undertones though)
okay yes you smell the word N-E-R-D
around me..everywhere i go i am carrying a
book along. heh but that's good
aint it/ however, sadly to say,
these novels wont help to pull my
gp grades up any further.
i need somebody to cram me up
with freaking general knowledge and
politics, current affairs and other more
serious stuff! ughh two more months to
the As. like yeahh, i am prepared and
i am so looking forward to it man.
god bless me please.


p.s will be going to msia for a short
getaway. leaving this evening and coming
back only on sat. (this will be my last break)
goodbye.

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i seriously need to stop going out!
it's gotta be a stay-at-home day today.
but i am still enjoying my first 1hr of 5th sept! :)

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towkay, sit properly can.














he cant take flashes :)














after bath, so handsome. (cheng-jun ge) heh.

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one little indian boy! :)









his signature image! : )

he's full of crap but oh-so-adorable!
he sang lao shu ai da mi for me!
super cute version of that.
i recorded it down in my phone
so i can listen to it a million times
over and over again! heh.
anyway he bought a little chapteh
that day. you know the one with
a base and a feather on top.
yeps a traditional game.
he loves it. he keeps asking my
mom to buy so in the end, mom
brought him to the little
mama shop downstairs to get
one and he started playing it
till he got home. then, suddenly
he plopped down on the couch
and said: "aiyohh..very tired!"
haha. i think he attempted a million
times and missed the same amount of
times it was just so cute to see him play it.
hurrhur :)


superstar results...
the blind man won.
mich was the first one to msg me:
" i was bloody pissed la,
kelly sang so well... how can the
blind man win? he sang like shit."
although that was a rather crude way
to put it across, i must agree.
he lost his concentration after the first two
songs and his performance was a graph
of declining rate while kelly bucked up
and conquered stage fright. funny thing,
isnt it more frightening if you get to see
the audience? i supposed it's better not to be
able to see anything at all than see every
single visual response from them,
gestures and their expressions, right?
:/

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