Sunday, August 29, 2004 9:42:00 PM
i still want you by my side
just to help me dry the tears i've cried
life is so vulnerable.
my distant relative just died while
she was on a holiday in china.
my parents just went for her wake the other night.
then my grandpa fell sick yesterday.
he was running a high fever of 43 degrees.
but fortunately he's okay now.
i heard my uncle nearly gotten a stroke
when he felt numb all over his body
which i think is rather scary...
thats why at this instant,
i feel that life is much more vulnerable than
we thought.
here's a reminder to cherish
your loved ones while you still have them.
dont regret only after they're gone.
sometimes the words "i love you" must be said
out loud.
im not a person person
there's many things i wish i didnt do...
that's why i have to say all the things before i go
that i just want you to know
ive found a reason for me
to change you i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you.
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Friday, August 27, 2004 9:36:00 PM
i dont know how long i'll be gone..
i'll be leaving on a jetplane.
i am so proud of my pw group today!
we did somethinglike finally after so long...
stayed back till 6 plus just now in school just
to finish up the survey results...
thanks to yong xi who will be doing our written report
i really should think we must thank him
for all the work and effort.
anyway, yeps the written report for project work
is due on monday (!!)
everyone is like so stressed out by the deadline and all.
it's wierd to see everyone staying back after school
just for pw meetings and it's always meetings after meetings.
ohya it just feels funny without the science people
around.they had physics spa (science practical assessment)
so they did not have to come to school.
yeps it's super unfair. i wana be in science too :)
you should have seen the hall this morning
it was soo empty.plus the jc2s are having their prelims
so another part of the acjc population was gone.
it was like an empty shell.
that choir guy was damn brave!
he went up to stage although he was all alone (cos he is from arts)
and had to lead us in singing the national anthem and the school song all
by himself. haha damn funny situation
me nartz audrey were all laughing but everyone
applauded for his act of courage.
-imao-.so cute.
mrs kelvyina chan(principal)
even patted his back for encouragement before
the whole flagraising ceremony.
what an interesting morning to began school with..
but too bad the science fac people didnt get a
chance to witness it haha.
promotional exams are just round the corner
and it's seriously freaky to think that i have
so much to cover for this year's work
and i have yet to start mugging for it.
shitt.im soo dead.
i can sense the stress mounting on everyone else
as well.
just that morning on the way to school
me and kus were discussing about
it on the train. we were practically weighing
the advantages and disadvantages of getting
retained.well well...
life just gets harder and sometimes you just
cant predict how smoothly jc life will be you.
poly's may be an option for us.
i dont know...
sometimes bitching helps a lil.
i really treasure those friends that i have now
cos they never fail to make me happy :)
wheeee.thanks pals!
loveeyall.
muahmuahs*.
for my girlfriends*...
chels:hey sweets i really cant live without a friend like
you.school's just soo fun with you around. i lub you lotss! :)
mich:i know i can share my secrets and gossips with ya!
haha.you always make me feel happy! yess we can be slackers together man!
lol and thanks so much for lending me your gp compo and giving me precious
tips!
diana and noelle:backrow friends! you two are essential to my
acjc life! diana thanks for brightening up the free periods and noelle can we
continue to be enthu people during lects?haha.you know what i mean la huh?
lovelove.
christina:thanks for sharing your thoughts with me!:)
i appreciate it. we shall be high on oxygen again every
maths tutorial.haha..and yeps your flowers are prettaye (!!)
although sometimes you make your usual disappearances in class
i still love you the same! cya in school on mon hopefully..haha.
special thanks to 1AA1 and my other friends
for making life so wonderful :)
much appreciated.
thanks!!!
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Sunday, August 22, 2004 12:14:00 PM
yeah longg time since ive
last blogged here.
too busy lately..
no time for anything.
hmm.update on my life:
-i have a sickening economics gp
package on tuesday which ive
barely started.
-i havent gone out to town
for a long time(except for weekly piano lessons)
-i havent blogged since...lets see since national day?!
haha.yess the lazy bones is in me.
-im currently hating school:(
its so routine-ish and mundane.
it's killing me...
-i think i have eating disorders.
seriously...
-ohh and im watching summer scent all over again.
yess..the actress is just too pretty:))
well.my table is sooo messy.
mom nagged at me yesterday (or rather everyday)
haha.but hmm some people just cannot work in a neat
environment..like me!
lol.i have like a thousand pieces of paper on my desk,
millions of pens and highlighters lying around,
my radio, hp, pencil case, files, foolscape, calculator and
lotsss more!
anyway, happy belated birthday stanboyy:)
he's too good to be true! :))
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Wednesday, August 04, 2004 6:48:00 PM
just came backkk.
so good to be home:)
went for the stupid chinese essay
writing competition just now.
was shitt.
reallllyyy shit.
i didnt know what to write cos all
and i mean
ALL the topics were so freaking hard.
grr.i had no choice but to choose one.
stupid laoshi signed me and diana up.
and now, i have to postpone my piano to friday 2pm to 3 pm/
troublesomee.
i swear i hate to be in arts.
gosh... i have
8 essays to write.
and all due in august this month!
somebody please kill me right now.
i have
4 geog assignments,
3 literature assignments (E1,E4 and E8 respectively)
and
1 gp essay.
woots.shoot me now.
i mean it.essays esssays and more esssays.
what chels said was true.
our foolscape and pen inks run out damn fast.
so far this month,i have to buy 4 new highlighters,
2 black pens, 3 refills and another g-tec blue pen.
on top of that, i have used up 2 testpads.
im broke!
and i just remembered that i still owe
the class fund 10 bucks.
hahaha.its long due already...
yx has been chasing me since the beginning of
the school term.
heck.
im soo looking forward to this coming
weekend man!:))))
thinking about it makes me smile.
(-superduper wide grin-)
its gonna be 5 freaking days away from school!
yay:)
can you sense my excitement?
national day rocks:)
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