ours is not perfect, i know it'll never be.
we fight. we bitch. we cry,
but at the end of the day we know we mean no harm.
we love.



xoxo

Angela L / SG
beating_pulse87@hotmail.com
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things to do over the weekend:

-chinese homework(the book) and newspaper cuttings
(due on monday)
-leow's geog assignment (yet to be done)
-gp newspaper articles..(sighs sighs sighs)
-maths assignment and tutorial 7 (sigma notation)
-study for next thurs physical geog test
(gotta pass to avoid torture)
-finish reading my book :))
-go catch fifty first dates
-practise piano
-sell my band tickets asap
-literature assignment (E4)
war lit (due on 11th may)
-the follower (unseen E8) assignment
due on 7th may
-type a letter to jamie tan telling her about
myself??? what crap.

shitters!there's so much things to do
and so little time.
and tomorrow evening i have a birthday dinner
to attend to.oh mannn.
jc life is indeed stressful.
i feel like a mad dog.
-barks-

you've better not come near me.


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happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to angela..
happy birthday to me =)

hahas.had a lovely day.
somebody already wished me happy
birthday yesterday night at 10.30pm!
yeps..the first person goes to denis!
2nd was stanley at 11.55pm
den next was shaun
den followed by dawn den xiangpin
rachel,qilin,judy,my class peeps,
marianne,tim,sandy,imran,quencer.
hahas..and the list goes on!

chelsa darling bought for me this beautiful
blackforest chocolate cake with strawberry
from breadtalk.i was damn touched!
hah!chelsa rocks my socks =)
just love her to bits mann!
thanks soo much chelsa!!!!
teewhee...

nothing much happened anyway.
got home.
had a special dinner then here
i am online blogging.
i realised that the happiest moment
in life is not when you have everything you want
but the love that you get from the people around you.
although today had been a rather simple and
ordinary day, i felt being loved by loved ones
especially my family and from my friends too.



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yay!!!
im soo proud of myself.
just finished my geog essay =)
hahahs.it's definitely an achievement for me
as you know i've been slacking since
sch started.the geog essay wasnt an easy one.
i had to refer to all that horrendous piles of notes
just to attempt one single question.
wth.it took me eons just to check something out.
boohooo.

there's supposedly two essays to do.
one for lynn and one for leow.
oh well...
yea yea i only did one.
(of course the one for lynn!)
or else i wouldnt even show my face tmr
in school cos he'll have me slaughtered after
the incident that i wrote a draft instead of the
introduction of the essay that day.
whew!lucky he didnt scold much for not following
instructions..but what a rotten day.

went out yesterday to catch
the movie: dawn of the dead
it turned out quite good surprisingly.
i thought all NC-16
movies are like shit according to my
experiences, but this one's truly
an exception =)hahas.
clemens had made a right decision.
hmms.this was what happened:
we wanted to catch fiftyfirstdates
at first but the seats were all single for the next show.
so we changed our minds to watch the prince and me
but again, only single seats left for the 7.30 show at lido.
hmm..so dawn of the dead was the 3rd choice on our list
and that particular theatre was the biggest of all so
it did have seats.
hahas.so in the end we watched that instead.
and oh ya!that guy inside the show looked
so much like lee from BLUE!god.
the two eurasians sitting a sit away from
me kept gasping when he appeared everytime
on the theatre screen.but i must agree that he's
hot!hahas.ohh and this is the very first time
that i heard someone screamed in
the theatre!its truee...i've never in my life hear
a single soul scream.and yesterday i just did.
hahas.what an experience!and guess who screamed
the loudest?!? hahas.yepyeps...the two eurasian girls!

the show was bloody gruesome even from
the right beginning.
and seriously, we were totally grossed
when we saw the scenes.
there was one where the sick old woman
turned totally greenish colour and i think her
veins were about to burst or something...
like yucks.was hell sickk.
luckily she died shortly but jumped up
again.that was a scare mann.
other than that,i thought that
the rest of the parts were more funny.

oh and we saw kusal before the show!!!
that idiot!!!gosh.felt like killing him!
some surprise bday party yeah?
at isetan? crap.

there was a bit of problem with
the escalators in isetan..
(you know the one leading up to lido)?
yahhh..they just suddenly stopped working when
it was like the peaked hours in lido.
imagine saturday night where everyone is in town
enjoying life and all of a sudden the escalator stopped
moving..yeah. it was real bad.
it made everyone and i mean everyone without exception even
the elderly to walk up and down those
high and long horrid black things with strips.
such terrible timing when it broke down.

came home at 10plus.
whew.such a close shave.
my parents didnt say much
about being out from morning till now.
lucky lucky.i just went straight to bathe
and then turned the lights off and hid under my blanket: ))
i felt so cosy suddenly.


I.... can't breathe easy
Can't sleep at night
Till you're by my side
No I.... can't breathe easy
I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air....

Curse me inside
For every word that caused you to cry
Curse me inside

I won't forget, no i won't baby i
don't know why (don't know why)
I left the one i was looking to find...

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sighs.
the maths test was even more horrible
than i expected.
oh man im so dead.
how am i going to pass my promos at
the end of this year?
(-pouts-)

can you guys believe this...
i spent 2whole hours copying chelsa's
othello notes inside her book onto mine.
what crap la.
this means that chelsa is correct!
im write so slowly!
shit.
gotta train to write fast.

tiredness creeps in.
goodnight all: )

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seriously...
i think i am going to need lots
of luck for tomorrow's maths test.
either that, or i need a smart brain that
allows me to get all these out-of-this-world answers
to all the questions in the paper.
luck or brain..anyone?

worse thing is,
chelsa just mentioned to me that this ca shit
is so going to contribute to my promos grades.
like 30%?oh crap.
somebody can just kill me.

argh.to add it all,
there's single period pe tomorrow.
how fun is that huh..?
and there's bound to be conditioning
and training for physical fitness coming up.
shitters.tomorrow is just going to be
sucha bad bad day for me.
arghhh..(angela pulls hair!)

oh met up with chels, ling, bingwei
to do some "studying" supposedly before
my piano lesson at 6pm.
so we slacked around in burger king at far
east plaza for about 2hours?
hahas.studying?not condusive though.
sadly to mention that almost all of us
(the studying people) are mostly the Is
in that DISC thingy.
so yeps..you can imagine us gossiping
and talking about shopping and other entertaining
stuff instead of focusing on our work right.
hahas.yepyeps.you got the picture right = X


gotta turn in now.
mom's nagging already.
i have a test tmr remember?
so yeps.i need sufficient sleep in
order to fail beautifully and make
it a clean one.hahas.
so cya guys: ))

goodnight my world.

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cosmo martini

tell me who wakes up at 545am
on a saturday morning!?!
mann.i do!!!

geog makeup lect was at 730
so this was like a normal sch day for me.
waited for clemens and tiffany
at raffles place.
hahas.i missed a total of 3trains in all.
but nvm la.at least i have somebody to walk
to school with or else
the journey will be extremely mundane.
thank god i didnt exceed the time limit..

after geog.
met up with clemens and kusal
and later sherry came to join us for lunch.
headed to town to have macs:)
was damn funny.kusal doing the sliding
down of the bar at the stairs thingy in taka.
i saw him in action okiee!!!
ahhas.and i was surprised.
at first i thought it was some pri school
acs junior kid doing stunts.
then later i realised that it was kushul himself!
ahhaas.and clemens was laughing at him
after i told him that i saw him doing that!
lolx;)))he was soo cute.

after which we walked around town and
saw some cj people selling flags.
so i called jinwei and sam to ask them
if they were in town selling too..
hahas.and guess what!
they were!but neither of us wanted to walk
over to meet cos we were like too lazy lahh.
heex.so in the end i didnt see sam and jinwei..
which was such a sad sad thing.
i miss ya loads guys!

went paragon too and walked around abit.
we were like walking aimlessly and didnt
know where to go.
so in the end,
we went to the surf shop (boardrider's club)
upstairs.were busily commenting on the designs
of those boardshorts and deciding which
bags are nice and crap stuff.
hahas.sherry made me try on a roxy hat
and took a picture with my phone.
wth.i was totally unprepared and looking silly
with that stupid hat on my head la..
crap.

ohh ya.there was this cute designer shop
that has a hell lot of miniatures of cartoon characters.
we spent quite some spotting cartoon characters:)
i particularly liked that flinstones one.
i thought it was the cutest!
hahas.

met marianne and yienli outside heeren
alan,jezreel,sandra,jessie,mel,gen
and a few other cj people
outside orchard mrt on the way back.
and cassandra on the streets!whoa
so many people i bumped into today!
mel jessie and sandra they all were
taking pictures!
and they were in their cj uniform!
it looked quite nice on them
and they were so surprised to see me!
lala.so happy to see them too:))

so in short.
today has been a rather fun-filled day
for me.i enjoyed every moment of this
beautiful sunny day.




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the acjc swim meet was quite a flop overall
except the part where the synchronizing swimming
came in and caught the attention of all the spectators! =)

hahas.me chels and clemens were slacking
downstairs at the benches near the gym
during the later part of the event.
cos it was freaking hot and i mean
FREAKING hot up there.
it was like a heated oven where most
of the spectators were all perspiring non-stop
and you could just see all the beads of perspiration
on their foreheads.it was damn cramped up too.
and such little space to accomodate all the J1s?
its totally madness la..seriously.

chelsa had all these lame games and jokes
up there in her brain..
just duno how she manage to store so many
of them up there la.i supposed she has got a mega
memory or something.
she's really good at giving me and clemens all these
shit + lame + funny kinda games.
hahas.nonetheless we managed to entertain ourselves quite
a bit for like two hours during the event.
(which i think is somewhat an achievement)hahaas

took a train with clemens on the way home.
hahas.he's a hakka!
wow whee;)
my mom's a hakka too!!!
heex.so qiao cos i think there arent many hakkas in spore.
hmm.glad to have a great going-home partner:))
thanks clemens!



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dear melissa has pangseh me.
she has finally transferred to seejay.
whoa.how lucky is she...
and now i have no more mrt-partner to go
to school with in the morning =(
sad sad sad sad.

had an early dismissal today.
haha.poor econs people!
finally the geog 3 subs people can
get to go home earlier than them!
nananibubu =X oops.
hahas.okayy.it sounded a bit too mean.
heex.

kayy.wth.
i just remembered that i have geog tutorial to do.
and it's lynn homework..
so i cannot dont do it!
this is crapp.

kimberly wanted me to eat the sakae sushi
buffet at heeren with her.
but i cant cant cant!
hafta go home early.
cos im always so tired after all the
long days!and i must use the opportunity
to catch up on my sleep yeps.
hahas.

and dearest qianqi..
can you please tie up your hair?
im used to your hair being up in a ponytail.
it looks nicer btw.
hahas.

p.s:mark!thanks for telling me always
the whereabouts of qianqi!hahas.
and yeshh!she's forever missing:))



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So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

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added hiro to my links:)
yay.i have another source of entertainment online!


just talked to vicky-toria on msn.
soo long never talked to her le!
i miss her truckloadss.
think about all those ij times man!
imagine i knew her since we were in primary 1!!!
arhh..through those ballet lessons!
she helped me alot during pri school!
like lending me her belt when i lost mine in school..
giving me safety pins when i needed them..
helping me sew the elastic strap on my ballet shoes.
and giving me the loveliest present ever--a forever friends keychain!
ohh and there's so much good advices and
encouragement that she has given me.
during PSLE before orals and of course
the recent Olevels examinations too:))
oh girl.i cant tell you how much i miss you.
still remember those days me qi cindy perlynn
you annabel xiao tessa eunice audrey melissa mallery
were together?
yes..talk about those fun and not so stressful primary school
days in ij mann.and in sec 2 we used to come ur house
after school either to do project
or to play? or it'll be your birthday then you'll always
invite us over for a swim then a nice BBQ over at your condo.
those fond memories we shared eh?
then slowly,we grow and mature..
and turn out to be fine young ladies that have
our unique aspirations..
i know it has always been your dream to become a dancer one day
and this is the reason why you decided to pursue your career in lasalle.
i hate to say this but i'd rather you'll not go away but instead
still attend the same tertiary education in the same institute as me.
so that we wont drift apart so much and can return to those
days where we were once best of friends in school.
those were the days where we worked hard for PSLE together
and later, struggled through literature in sec 3 and 4 under mag low and
history under mr ng.those were the times where we will not pay
attention to history lessons except to copy notes flashed on
the transparencies.and the rest of the time we will just gossip our
way throughout the whole single or double period.
nevertheless,the constant encouragement we gave to each other
during prelims and before the Os were the
moral strength that we knew we needed from each other.
i clearly remembered the nights before each and every exam
when i'll call you up after studying to tell you that
i cant endure this shit and hell anymore.
that i stand Olevels,the strenuous constant studying part
and also the "no life" as referred to mugging all day long.
and also those times when i felt so much like giving everything up
but your words of wisdom enlightened me and your
jokes of the day and optimism persuaded me to
continue mugging.

i know that no matter how much and how vividly
i wana describe those days and my feelings,
nobody else can and will understand
except me and you.
just want to use this time to say
a BIG THANK YOU for making my childhood
and my teen years such a beautiful one: )
all the best for your auditions in days to come
and no matter what, you're always the best
dancer even if others tell you otherwise.
hugs and kisses.
-love angela-





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added

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finally everything seems to be
back in normal =)

im happy again.
i feel free.
im alive.

now world.
let me catch some sleep
before the real me begins...


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my life is screwed
my life is screwed
my life is screwed
my life is screwed
my life is super screwed.



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dysfunctional

it just feels terrible to be sick.
cough cough*
sniff sniff*
hell.

friday
went to watch acjc drama's very own
production despite being sick already.
what to do..
it was 20 freaking bucks okay.
no matter how sick you are
i bet nobody will skip a 20 bucks play.
after school,met qi then headed to town.
went to suntec to meet the vj peeps.
cindy perlynn charmaine yiling jas and their friend
(oops i forgot her name)
ate sakae sushi.(chose the $15 buffet)
perlynn and charmaine were competing against
each other for the most no. of plates eaten.
surprisely,the petite perlynn can eat as much as
the bigger sized charmaine!
you go girl:))
hahs.they ate a total of 17 plates each.
whoa.that is a hell lot for my standard already.
i heard their male friend could eat up to
30plates!
is this a game?!?
the lit play was at acs barker road.
travelled all the way.
nearly lost our way but haha
thanks to the amazing qi
we managed to reach there
its a surprise that we could reach there in time
during the show..
hiro called me telling me that he
couldnt get in cos the lady said it was full-house
so she refunded his tic.
wth?its so disorganised..
i feel so poor thing for hiro.
but lucky he lived near that area.
then he asked us whether we wanted
to have supper after the play.
but it was like 10.30pm already?
and qi's mom was outside the gate waiting
for us.so i politely turned him down..
anyway i was sick so i couldnt take any
heaty food..so no point.
tiring day.

saturday
another concert to attend.
busy week for me.met sandy mama and brenda
at newton mrt station then headed to
nooch the noodle bar citylink mall for dinner.
walked all the way to victoria concert hall.
okayy it was not that far but still..
a sick girl walking on the streets..
i almost died...
damn the hot weather!
saw lotsss of friends there!
i love ij:))
emilie and hannah were soo good at the mallets!
they were the soloist for happy mallets!
last time i used to play with emilie..
now its hannahh!im soo proud of them!
hahas..percussion rox:)
congrats for making the perfomance such
a success!
and there was the encore dedication for the seniors
it was a truly a touching moment.
fond memories whizzed past my mind..
bringing along sentiments.
this time again i couldnt go supper with
shaun nicholas sandy vignesh and the rest.
went home with sophia and yumei instead.
hahas.hannah had a rather good talk with me.
hmms..some catching up to do.
remember to update me alriights?
loveya babe:)))

goodbye world.
hungy hungry.
gonna grab a bite then heading
to baby king's hs.


tomorrow everything will start anew.
i wanna see the first sunrise.



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