ours is not perfect, i know it'll never be.
we fight. we bitch. we cry,
but at the end of the day we know we mean no harm.
we love.



xoxo

Angela L / SG
beating_pulse87@hotmail.com
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stuck by stacie orrico
I can't get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way
To leave the love behind

I ain't trippin
I'm just missing (you)
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean

You kept me hanging on a string
While you made me cry
I tried to give you everything
But you just gave me lies

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I be wishing you will call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do..
I'm such a fool
For you

I can't take it
what am i waiting for?
my hearts still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you, but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you!
It's true
I'm stuck on you

Now love's a broken record that's
Been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we got to play these games we play?



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TAURUS WOMAN

A slim moderately tall woman. Taurus woman is funny and a jolly person.
Square facial bone structure, high cheek bone. Her round big eyes sparkle
with wit and curiosity. You will not see many round faces Taurus women, and
mainly she will have a strong jaw line.

She is a constantly change person. If she up sets, she will not show it and
will keep it to herself for a long time, and will remember them so well. If
she gets really mad at you, you will suddenly become a totally and
completely stranger to her.

She is a patient person, but always need new excitement. She hates long talk
meeting, long and endless conversation. She can be in love with you today,
and one day she could act as if she has never loved you before. She has
patient with what she wants to do and will never give up until she gets
there. She will be very persistent in what she is doing till she has reasons
for stopping her project, then she will quit.

Money for Taurus woman is not the most important factor in life. She thinks
of money as an instrument for assuring of a good living. She has more
satisfaction in achieving her goals more than satisfaction in fine cloths
and luxuries. If you like a woman who always thinks of love and romance
,then you are dating the wrong girl. You can not tell her to stay at home,
she likes to work and preferred not work at home.

She loves animals and likes to surround by animals. Love is in her head, but
Freedom is in her soul. She has her own idea about love and afraid to show
her true feeling for fear of rejection. She is not the type to talk about
love, but she sure has a strange way to show it. She is not good in showing
when she is in love, but if she loves you she will be honest to you than any
other women.

She will be honest to her love one, but at the same time seems distant. You
will have a good relationship with her, if you allow her freedom. Do not
force her to be with you in a poker game which she hates, but let she goes
out swinging with her friends if she wants to. She will be different than
other girls, and she thinks different is one of her unique quality. She is a
public figure but belongs to no one.She will not stay with you, if she
thinks you are not sincere. She likes you to have personality, but better
not to compete with her. Loves her, but not too much for she afraid it will
limiting her freedom.

She always stand out of the crowd for something she dares to do. You could
see her dress like a poor farmer dinning in the fancy restaurant, or dress
like a nun in an a cocktail dress party. If you are a politician who are
looking for a wife, she will make a good one because she is cleverly smart
and she could get along socially with any type of crowds.

She is not a jealous type because she has to know you thoroughly before
accepting you in her life. She has more curiosity in life than wondering if
right now you are flirting with someone else. If you keep a distant from
her, or go away for a few days, she will miss you more. Even when she is
dating you, she also able to fond of someone else, if you do not have
something she is looking for. She will never disappoint you or hide behind
your back to make you loose face, but she is the type who just going to tell
you to your face that " We're better off breaking up".

She always remember her first love. Taurus woman holds the best record for
divorce for she does not care about how people think of her, but every
things should be done for "Happiness".

She has lots of friends and sure of herself, so you will hardly see she
delays any of her thoughts before her action. If she think of something, she
will go ahead and does it. She has many men wanting her for her constant
changes is the challenge. She can be cute and funny, but suddenly cool and
tough. She has her own style of dressing up, so you could see her dress like
an old mate today, and tomorrow she may dress like she comes from Mars. She
will have that interesting hair, dress and a look unique from anyone else.

She likes to learn about your dreams and your thought. She has fun teasing
you and making jokes. If she did something wrong, she won't hide it from
you, but do not ask when she is not in the mood to talk about it. She hates
to owe people money and take promise seriously. If you promise to pay her
back, you'd better paid up.

If you want to make it with Taurus woman, then do not be jealous or
possessive, do not be narrow minded, do not criticize about nonsense or
small and insignificant matters. Try to likes her friends and let she has
her privacy, then she can be very sweet to you.


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just bathed and i'm just so tired that
i'm going to sleep after my hair dries..
sighs, it's gonna take ages man.
-pouts-

argh!i'm damn sick:(
wth?and tomorrow's the macritchie run.
it's 4.2 km for the girls..
i've my no. tag already.
it's lucky no. 420...
hurhurs, thing is...
i may not even run tmr.
my dad just agreed to write me an MC
for tomorrow to excuse myself.
but i'll miss running in the jungle part..
ooh..the air's just so fresh and you feel
damn alive!!i'm serious...
this is the first time i like running.
hahas.. -grins-

band today was routine-nish?
it was sectionals then we had combined as usual
mr alvin's mood today wasnt as bad as the other day/
(luckily):))
we didnt have to suffer today..
but today seemed extremely looonng!
6.30pm just seemed ages away..
hahaas..lucky the percussion section was so lively
everyone was just in a rather bubbly and light-hearted mood
whee:)) i love percussion!
imran's our drummer for today.
me and my momie sandy played some songs on the
xylophone and he was our drummer-for-the-day kinda thingg..
he's just such a sweetie.hurhurs :)

me and sandy were practically laughing our way throughout
the whole time in band.
seriously, we two when get together can become
super-duper hyper..and i mean it..
ask them and you'll know.we just cant stop laughing after starting.
tsktsk..alvin had to ask us to "settle down" so many times..that we lost
count.poor us..we just couldnt control could we?
it just so fun gossipping away ridding stress...
(-winks at sandy-)hahas.

i miss her already!!!
argh...!!!i hafta admit that i love her to bits:)
i waannntt my dear mama!


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i miss you people loads:))
i'm finally back.
seeing so many sweet msgs in my tagboard.
i feel loved.hahas.

chingjoo:hey babe:)happy chinese new yr to you too dear!hahas.i didnt receive much angbaos either cos i didnt go and ba-nian(went for holiday lar)-pouts-

ai ling:you take care lots too.dont get sick eating so many sweets.hehex:)

van:omg!so long no c!i miss you miss lim!argh...i want to see you again badly..just wana say i still remember you:))takkair and keep in touch!

gina:you saw xingying at kallang?oh.think that day was our dragon-boating day.we all went kallang to dragon-boat!heex.it was hell fun:)hahas.v long never see you also.hahas.getting prettier?!!

grace:thanks for dropping by!happy new yr too.hahas.cya in school on mon.sighs.school's getting boringg.hmm



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one word:*update!
this was what ailing wrote in my tagboard.
she's complaining that i havent been updating recently//
okiedoks.i shall update then.

just came back from jinhan's house.
my first impression of their new house--what a paranomic view;)
it was like W.O.A.H.!!!
could hardly believe my eyes.
the view from their pent-house(spell?)
was awesome..like the westin stamford.
(-gasps-!)simply wordless..

oh btw..he just moved to bishan loft.
(the new condominium pent-house in bishan near j8)
you know the new one?yupps.that's it.
he lives in the highest floor-34th.
what else to say when everyone was feeling jealous of
his 34 storey high penthouse with a balcony overviewing bishan and thomson
plus his own jacuzzi on the rooftop.
did i mention that his there's like a garden on the rooftop?
it'll be so romantic to view those beautiful starss during valentine's day.
(k, angela's day-dreaming again..)

back to reality.
truly.his house did amaze me.
with AQUOS plasma flat-screened LTV in his living room
and nice parquet flooring and stairs..
matching the modern brown sofa bed and the
black classy piano...
now tell me..who else wouldnt be tempted to
live in this kind of luxury?
sighs...(-lucky chap-)!!!

had reunion lunch with my paternal side relatives
and grandparents this afternoon.
it was at the nearby EUROPA COUNTRY CLUB at the thomson flyover.
hahas.i pass by this road everyday on the way to school..
and talking about school...the weekend's almost over.
just a blink of an eye and it's like gone for good..
wth.it'll be school all over again for me.

here's something which i find inspirational:
TIME IS...
too slow for those who wait,
too hard for those who grief,
too fast for those who rejoice,
but, ...
for those who love,
time is E.T.E.R.N.I.T.Y.

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argh!i'm fucking tired now...
and i'm RED again!!!!
oh shit

btw, something terrible and malu-ating happened to
me today.
i was pulled up on stage to dance that
stupid mass dance!!!!
i was like being dragged all the way from one end
of the audi to the other end (the stage)
oh fuck..i was so unwilling.
it's partly bcos of that jin wei larhs..
make me his dance partner..then when he kana dragged by
those facilitators..i also kana..(mind my language here would you)...
ARGH..sickening shit..
we pon the wrong time!!..
actually me jue shawn and that jin wei escaped after lunch..
thinnking that it was gonna be mass dance now..
but shitters!!it's supposed to be family cheer...
wtf?and we ran and hide secretly as if we were some
criminal trying to flee for our lives or sth//
oh man..we watched them and their friends played soccer..haahs.
and when we went back to the audi..
they just started the mass dance and we were questioned by
MATILDA..and the rest of the facils..
now tell me...isn't that a tragedY/?

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You're the safe shopper, always making sure that
you're 100% in fashion before you go out, and
that's fine if you just want to fit in and look
the same as everyone else, but if you really
want to stand out in a crowd, you've got to
have your own style, It's crucial! We would
suggest that you dump the fashion mags and go
on a big spending spree, don't bother about
what people are going to think of you, just buy
what you think is nice. You've probably been
walking around town looking at things,
wistfully, and then buying something else you
never would have though of! Loosen up and go
wild! Go 4 it!!! Plz r8 my quiz!


What's your clothes style?(Girls only)
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Babie's laughter: Warm, kind and loving; a baby's
laugh represents you. You are very innocent and
enjoy the simple things in life. You are
probably very good with children and have a
positive, happy soul. (please rate my quiz)


What Sound Are You?(now w/ pics)
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You are going to Marry orlando Bloom. He will
always treat you right and is very romantic. He
will do anything for you. He is very polite and
has deep brown eyes and is very good looking
(which is another plus!). He can make anythind
cheesy look really good (like sliding down
stairs on a shield shooting arrows or wearing
pointy ears for example). Congrats!!


Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (10 results that have pics!)
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You love Orlando,Legolas,Will,Todd,Ned,Paris.You
love all of him!Try to tone down the love a
little though.I mean,there's a line.


WhIcH oRlAnDo Is PeRfEcT fOr YoU?(w/ extremely hot pics)
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you would be the girls' dream guy-
attractive,funny, cool, popular, yet smart you
are everything a girl has ever dreamed to find
in one guy. You will always have the best
girlfriends, and the coolest friends. But you
do have a bad side. You are very concieted. Too
concieted for your own good.


What type of boy would you be? (for girls only)
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mocha frap!!!!


What coffee drink are you???
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here's the week's programme:

SUN:stay at home and try not to go out.
MON:cj's orientation day 2 (wet games)
TUE:cj's orientation day 3
(go kallang do dragon-boating)
WED::CCA orientation
THURS::normal school starts ):
+piano at 6pm (takashimaya)
FRI::normal school again + my tv day
SAT::day-out (:

sighs.so many programmes in a week!!
i'm so gonna die of a tiredness.
*shitters*.

angela senses a disaster impending...
oh no!

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THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL:

dragged myself up at 6.30am just to get ready for
the 1st day of school.oh wells..(:

lucky no bad hair day for me..lols.
so set off at 7am to the bus stop bhind my hs
where the highway is.
damn!i see no other familiar faces):
not even a single soul...i only see a couple of -dunnowhatsch-
and some josephians..sighs.
guess what?i have 6 buses to take!
and cj's just one bus-stop away..
lalalas.this is rather lame but... ____
huhurs//reached sch at 7.20am.
this is so early.omgomg!the bus-stop hella
crowded and bombarded with ijrians and surprisingly,
NANYANG GIRLS.i mean..i just didnt expect them to
come to cj..

anyway, it was just this rather chaotic scene at the bus-stop
where nothing matters, nobody bothered to move towards the school
with lotsa pple just standing, idling, gossipping away, as if nothing mattered.
sighs.wtf?!
i had to squeeze myself to be out of the way off the road..
chaotic.chaotic.chaotic.

k.brother paul(cj principal) was damn funny at times but
strict as well.he's damn scary too!
he'll just suddenly pop up in front of you and just ask u
a qn.if you cant answer it..
wells.it's the end of you cos he'll most probably stare at you
with his humongous(spell?)eyes as if you're from MARS.
luckily my OG-2L was sitting right at the back corner..
hahaas.or else...

the facilitators were nice people and they were just
trying to get us familiar with the rest while playing games..
it's called the "getting-to-know-you" session.
hahs.my 2L facilitator was this pretty faced girl named MATILDA.
she's got a sweet face and a nice character.
later..this guy out of nowhere just pops out and sorta bcame
our 2nd facilitator--ADWIN(if i am not wrong).
he's nice too.and i love his tan!!!he's qt good-looking too i guess.

me and jue went to hide inside the toilet when we were supposed to
play this "hide ur shoe" lame game.
we didnt understand a single shit they were talking so we just
disapperared somewhere..
nothing much later...then we registered for our courses
online and stuff.

registered for class:23C
0f which the subject combi is
-maths
-econs
-physics
-GP
-MT

put the same 3 choices as jue.
oh yars..during the de-briefing,
the two guys namely: ronald and dexter
suddenly asked for our names and started
a conversation...so we talked almost throughout
the whole briefing w/o paying much attention
to the teacher blabbering away in front.
ahhaa...i had to ask sam this morning abt the details.

that's so much from yesterday.
overall...qt fun larhs.
i might just stay in cj after the release of Os results.



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